Monday, June 27, 2011


That is the most important thing to learn in life. If you can learn that, you can enjoy so many things. Unfortunately, babies throw balance WAY off and it takes awhile to find it again.

So wondering how I am doing on the weight loss?

Well terrible to say the least.

I CRAVE sweets and snacks like it's my job. And I have a crappy bladder so I think running is out for awhile. AND I have no idea how to work in a work out during the day, which leaves night time. I definitely think I can make it work, it will just be hard to fit it in. I shower at night any way, so if I can just get motivation to do it at night, I'll be good. But considering I am EXHAUSTED by nightfall, I just wonder how this will happen.

I feel defeated.

But I know I can do it, I just have to do it.

But balancing this with cleaning, parenting, and working is hard. I HAVE to work now to pay our bills and try to pay down our debts. I want to work 20 hours a week and last paycheck I only averaged about 13 hours, which is good, but I need more.

Brady is 2 months old today.
I should probably take some pictures of him.
You know what, I'll take some of him and of me sporting my mushy belly.
It will be great motivation. :)

Sorry I am all over the place with this post. That is just how my brain works now. And I am too tired to go back and proofread and make it better. I don't think any one even reads this any more so I'll do what I want. :)